I am cynical unethical verbally technical a spectacle
my mind’s the weaponry that’s testing you
pure hatred my hearts vacant no compassion
miserable at my own misfortune I am laughing
no affection no acceptance rejection all throughout my adolescence
far from a holy presence
never had a blessing the hard way is how I’ve learned my lessons
never felt a spiritual connection gray scale complexion
I’m even ugly in the darkness rage I harness from every broken fucking promise brutally honest never astonished a future convict
half of your faces make me want to fucking vomit
I am the fatherless the unguided mislead sick in the head
you’ll burn your tongue repeating what’s been said
I’m the victim of many snake attacks multiple daggers in my back
I can’t even recline to relax
I’m train off the track I’m derailed from life
I’m not intrigued by the drum but I’m blind to light
misanthropy in my veins the rage that can’t be contained
far from sane numb to life but I’m still feeling pain
there is no release no balance and no peace
eternal happiness is only gained once you become deceased
there is no release no balance and no peace
eternal happiness is only gained once you become deceased

another day another hardship among the many
another battle taking damage from fire that’s friendly
another enemy gained another Allie lost
another bridge burned another fucking path crossed
I hate society and life in it’s entirety
I hate the roaches and the beings who have lied to me
I hate all that exists I’m among the spiritless
I guarantee that your not even coherent to this
the stress is building up I feel like soon I will erupt
the clock is ticking as I know I’m soon to self destruct
life is rough fuck the weak who have their phobias
no condolences I hope the reaper gets a hold of ya
I couldn’t care less about this place I’m living in
disease spread by the masses children on Ritalin
a population that runs on prescriptions
handed out by the person titled a physician
giving you poison to swallow like their on a mission
humans are blind to truth they’ll never listen
there is no release no balance and no peace
eternal happiness is only gained once you become deceased
there is no release no balance and no peace
eternal happiness is only gained once you become deceased